I suppose it would be wishful thinking to hope that one could live a life completely without regret. When faced with those in my past, I can't help but keep thinking of those moments in time and the "what ifs" of decisions. Perhaps there was not necessarily a right or wrong decision, but just a decision to take one path or another. I tried to be rational but I was upset in truth and too chicken to say so. I can't change the past, I suppose just keep moving forward. Accept the consequences of what I choose. Come off as if nothing is wrong and nothing affected me.
But despite my turmoil of emotions, and the anger I had once felt, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sad...a part of me still misses what I knew, and the cruel twist of fate with timing and people.
I still believe in the best in you.
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