1.16.2012

Someone important told me once "The short pain is better than the long suffering."

Pain is pain..it sux all around.

12.27.2011

So true

One Day

One day we won't be strangers anymore.
One day we will have a conversation and I'll finally get to ask how you have been.
One day our mutual friends won't have to organize how we don't see each other.
One day I'll get to apologize for those precious times I did not appreciate.

Perhaps one day you'll let me back into your life again.

11.18.2011

Keep Moving Forward

I suppose it would be wishful thinking to hope that one could live a life completely without regret. When faced with those in my past, I can't help but keep thinking of those moments in time and the "what ifs" of decisions. Perhaps there was not necessarily a right or wrong decision, but just a decision to take one path or another. I tried to be rational but I was upset in truth and too chicken to say so. I can't change the past, I suppose just keep moving forward. Accept the consequences of what I choose. Come off as if nothing is wrong and nothing affected me.

But despite my turmoil of emotions, and the anger I had once felt, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sad...a part of me still misses what I knew, and the cruel twist of fate with timing and people.

I still believe in the best in you.

8.31.2011

Dads

I love my dad. All our ups and downs, and all those special moments. I'm lucky to have such a wonderful person in my life.

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2R0bD5/www.fromdatestodiapers.com/50-rules-for-dads-of-daughters/

Let the melting ensue